Break time

For personal reasons I have decided to take a huge step back in my crafting ambitions. The holiday crafting I wanted to blog about this year is a terrific idea. Maybe I can commit fully to it later. Right now I need to focus on me. I feel lost in a sea of  possibilities; which can be a scary place if you don't think any  of the possibilities suit you.
I've been trying to define myself with all these label. Thinking I would be fulfilled if I had a successful craft business- with a popular online shop and good showing at craft shows. If I wrote more blogs and posted tutorials on other sites maybe I would  become popular in the crafting community. It's stressful, and it's not making me happy. It's not who I was meant to be.
Who was I meant to be? I'm not sure yet but it's time for me to work on it.